I can't remember- the last time I had nothing to turn to
I can't stop these feelings- no matter what I do
It's so fucking bright
It only gets worse at night
It's so fucking bright
My eyes they will ig-
Night should be the cure- sleep's supposed to make it better
It always has before- but I wake up so fucking sore
I pick my poison now- if the disease don't kill me the overdose will
This much I allow- nothing will ever change until I
Who what where why how
Nothing can help me now
Thinking thoughts that cut me up as I lay in bed
Nothing can stop the razors inside my head
Tell myself it will get better but I know it's a lie
Blow my fucking brains into the sky