You could say I'm like Vanilla Sky
The saddest girl to ever hold a martini
Every morning I wake up and cry inside
While everyone else wishes they were me
When it's good
It's really good
My life is pure perfection
Heaven on earth
And when it's bad
It's really bad
My stomach turns
And I fear for the worst
I'm addicted to your promises
I'm addicted to your love
I'm addicted to the way you hurt me and made me want you more
I'm addicted to all of your lies
So much I can't let go
I'm addicted to the way you made me
Believe tomorrow won't be the same
Each moment I see your face pains me
Like a knife diggin' into my heart
And then I realize you see
You were wrong from the very start
When it's good
It's really good
My life is pure perfection
Heaven on earth
And when it's bad
It's really bad
My stomach turns
And I fear for the worst
I'm addicted to your promises
I'm addicted to your love
I'm addicted to the way you hurt me and made me want you more
I'm addicted to all of your lies
So much I can't let go
I'm addicted to the way you made me
Believe tomorrow won't be the same
I don't know what to do right now
I hate myself some more each day
Cause I can't let go
Whenever I see you in front of me
I can't think straight anymore
I'm addicted to your promises
I'm addicted to your love
I'm addicted to
The way you hurt me
I can't help myself
I've gotta go away
But I see you there
Hear you say my name
You look beautiful
And I melt away
And I lose myself like this
I can't help myself
You're the man I love
Forevermore til the day I die
But I can't forget myself in here
I can't lose myself like this
I'm addicted to your promises
I'm addicted to your love
I'm addicted to the way you hurt me and made me want you more
I'm addicted to all of your lies
So much I can't let go
I'm addicted to the way you made me
Believe tomorrow won't be the same
You could say I'm like Vanilla Sky
The saddest girl to ever hold a martini
The man who remains in my past
Can't hurt me anymore
I promise to love you forevermore
Until the day you die
But unfortunately for you right now
You are dead in my eyes