I sit up in bed and I add to this list,
Thinking of ways that death is most painless,
But deep down I know that this pain cannot leave,
Unless you make up your mind and come back to me

We reached for the stars, grabbed a handful of light,
Our fingers intertwined as we walked home that night,
But it all was for nought, it all came to an end,
That night you forgot, I died with "just friends"

I'll take sleeping pills until I wake from
This terrible nightmare my life's become,
I'll take sleeping pills until I wake from,
This terrible nightmare my life's become

I bet you're wondering how this song came to this,
The original words alone were happy lyrics,
Well once upon a time I was happy too,
Back when I believed that my future included you

This is your song, song,
I'm sorry if I've done you wrong

We reached for the stars, grabbed a handful of light,
Our fingers intertwined as we walked home that night,
But it all was for nought, it all came to an end,
That night you forgot, I died with "just friends"

I'll take sleeping pills until I wake from,
This terrible nightmare my life's become,
I'll take sleeping pills until I wake from
This terrible nightmare my life's become

I miss us, but I'm worthless,
I miss us, but I'm useless,
Yeah I'm useless,
I miss us, but I'm worthless,
I miss us,
So tell me, why's it like this?
Why's it like this?
There are scars on my wrist
Why's it like this?

I wish you missed me half as much

When you left, you said we'd be fine,
But I think I'll die tonight,
If that's alright

When you left, you said we'd be fine,
But I think I'll die tonight,
If that's alright,
Goodnight, goodnight