You want honesty it's all I got
I've been bleeding to death, why can't I stop
As I grew older, I grew angry
I got memoirs filled of shitty stories
Now sometimes I don't know myself
If this is an act, was an act I forgot my fucking part
I spend my nights typing away
So maybe some day I'll get over not knowing me
These are my gut's, these are my insides,
My exaggerations of wanting to die
It's not always a joke, but I never lie
Take what you will when you read between these lines
Now sometimes I don't know myself
If this is an act, was an act I forgot my fucking part
I spend my nights, typing away,
So maybe some day I'll get over not knowing me,
You don't know me, I don't know me
This is the place you go when you don't hate yourself enough
To beat your head against a wall
We are but songs and throat scraping melodies,
But still a far cry from any real tragedy