I believe in myself as the one
Responsible for what I do in my life
I am God, the only one, in my world
No one else can decide my beliefs
I want to believe in something unreal
Blaming someone else for my mistakes
A god somewhere taking care of me
Never doubt anything, blinding faith

I am strong in myself, all alone
Human contact I despise, not for me
I don't need anyone for anything
Love is just another lie, Christian lullaby
I am so all alone, please help me
Shatter this prison I've built for myself
Longing for someone to stand by my side
For true love I would give up everything

"Conflictual insanity, different sides, same personality
You can't deny what you feel, contradictive mind
Shades of grey, could it be different extremes
In the end it's the same, chaotic life"

I will take what I want, when I want
My own needs I satisfy immediately
I refuse to deny my inner beast
World of flesh is all there is, ever was
I will give of what I have all the time
Living in simplicity is all I need
I am not a predator of this world
Must it be so hard for all to see?