(Verse 1)
Everyday it's the same thing I go through because I am done with people who wanna bring me down now taking a road to process of making friend's,
Do you really know how this make's me feel inside yeah I am the only one who stand's out from you hater's because ya'll don't know how to write song's except for me,
But you know it doesn't matter at all because the one's that do know me well we are friend's till the end,
And I have got respect for ya'll also I am really glad I have them by my side
(Chorus)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Verse 2)
Nobody doesn't understand why I write song's there are to many reasons to explain,
Because before I never get notice,
People don't talk to me,
Nobody know's who I am,
I struggle with so many thing's in my life,
Now I am here trying to prove everybody wrong when I been a failure at mostly everything that I did,
Anywhere I go I always rap and sing or do a lot of freestyle's sometimes it's just something I like to do,
All my word's don't describe the message I am trying to bring to you I just wish my song's could connect to my
Fellow follower's,
If they interpret my song's the meaning will be revealed and sometime's that is hurting my feelings and emotions real bad,
How people are making a mockery outta me by pretending like I don't exist
(Chorus)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Verse 3)
If you girl's just took the time to get to know me we can become great friend's,
Because if you're really my friend then from this point on just let me know that's not cool,
How everyone is treating me today,
Oh well right that's to bad for me it's just the way of life
(Chorus)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Verse 4)
I FUCKED UP MY LIFE AGAIN
JUST TRYING TO GET YOUR DAMN ATTENTION FOR WEEKS,
YOU BITCHES CAN'T EVEN HANDLE MY WORDS
BECAUSE EVERYTIME I GET CLOSE TO ONE OF YOU
YA'LL JUST KEEP PUSHING ME AWAY,
WHENEVER I NEEDED HELP NOBODY NEVER SAID THAT THEY WILL BE THERE FOR ME,
IT'S THE TRUTH I am SETTING MY SELF FREE FROM YOUR PITEOUS BULLSHIT,
THESE BASTARD'S GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO IN LiFE,
IF YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME YOU'RE JUST COMPLETELY PLAIN STUPID
(Chorus)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Verse 5)
The expectation is beating the confidence outta my mind,
Nervous under stress trying to make you understand who I am,
I felt grief when our friendship almost left out the door,
Inside I am overdosed with low frustration tolerance
(Chorus)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Verse 6)
I'm a pathetic loser who promised myself I would get better,
I will take over my unsuccessful life so I can put more effort into my feelings and emotions,
Maintaining the love and respect I got for you still your faith is the key to my lonely breaking heart
(Chorus)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Verse 7)
Today people are just being hypocrite's and criticizing the way I do thing's,
I been humiliated for years so why won't it stop now,
Go bring that judgemental shit somewhere else because I don't care for what you have to say,
It ain't our fault how these individual's are being mean and rude toward's everybody,
So if ya got hatred against me just say it out loud
(Chrous)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
(Bridge)
If someone crushed your dreams and dislike's the things you do (don't give up),
They are hurting your feelings and emotions or putting you down more (take a stand),
People don't wanna talk to me (so fuck them all),
Stop telling lies and just (give me the respect I deserved),
If I can't make friend's right now (that's to bad),
Becoming a failure in life (it's over and I'm done),
Sheding tears over some deeply things (I can't understand),
Showing people who you really are ( by proving them wrong)
(Chrous)
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry
All I ever wanted was to be forgiving
But the saken truth I keep
Is making me more mad
I am sorry,
It's really my fault
For the mistakes that was made
Couldn't handle the pressure on my own
I am sorry