• A Si-The
  • A Simple Truth
    A moment of my life shared with you Will never be forgotten From this cradle's ledge I count the rings Of my time on earth Imaging myself content Needing to dis...
  • A Waiting Time
    Opening the doors Opening the rooms to us A hope to transcend This deadened consciousness I call my home So passion drains the pain away Biting through As ice s...
  • All My Lovers
    All my lovers turn to stone Relics of hope in a night garden Only i visit when i sleep I walk among you Touching the surface This is my secret place where i una...
  • Atrophy
    Torn muscles hang from the line Sun-dried, now it's time for the feast And i wait in line with plate in hand But you've eaten all there is And my bones weep I w...
  • Dakota Odowan
    (written and performed by neil mckay) Koda, yadowan nawahon do! Taku ecamon mayasi we/do Taku ecamon mayasi we/do Taku ecamon mayasi we/do Taku ecamon mayasi w...
  • Desert Winds Of Jezebel
    Winding fury in half-light morning Desert winds of jezebel, home again She will drape the jewels from your praying hands Entice you to the flawlessness of her h...
  • Even Now
    And in the morning After years have passed It seems Oh even now to overwhelm me And in the stillness After life has passed It seems Even now to grow like cancer...
  • How It Came To Be This Way
    When candles and incense are not enough To dispel the death i die every day When an alter cloth over my wounds Cannot stop the bleeding Nor still my pain i'd ga...
  • Lest We Forget
    Bodies fall into graves in numbers But they are not Numbers But humans lest we forget Those, who felt, who loved Who dreamed, who dared Who died Who live on ...
  • Lullaby For Marguerite
    (1904-1993) Windswept and moonhung Singing softly next to you Oh sweet delicate woman Where has all your strength gone to Gone to…gone to Where has it gone to ...
  • Oceans
    We walk beneath the waves of sand As dreams of starfish overwhelm And bluest greens Like liquid fire Pour over us as silence reigns Oceans apart Distance overco...
  • Of Moondrop Tears
    Solid steel, cold and angry Bitter leather, silver terror of the distance between us now Whitest pallor of blackest lips I have always stared at them and drowne...
  • Red
    This red Now Writing in red Ever Bleeding red Oh Wanting red at rest Upon the red sea It will be red This red Now To silence me Ever Feeding me Now It's frighte...
  • Resurrection
    Another year grows cold and closer still to another year I take an image - a scent of us - and will it to become Closed eyes send you back to me And you will ne...
  • Seconds
    Seconds Once ignored - now cherished As they begin to tick away Panting, like a dog in the wind Throat constricted Swelling as a tumor - i can scarcely breathe ...
  • Shadowgirl
    Swaying the pendulum Sweet the sound I'm stuck in sequence Shadowgirl Back and forth Old me and new me I pray to kill This deranged family Or i fear i'll grow o...
  • Still Breathing
    I am curled so tight Holding still Still breathing through the knife I caught a color from the sun Too cold - i had to send it back And all the while Its been s...
  • Suffer The Wild Dogs
    Deep inside of me Like castle spires Tasting raw earth as they bleed into me At this darkest hour I will join The dogs an industrial cemetery is my only offerin...
  • The End Of The Line
    How long can things go on like this I hunger and am left hungry So greedy have i become I must steal your lips to get a cheap kiss I want to feel some of this I...
  • The Hating Tree
    Do you want to know what this has done to me? The rage pours down into pools of grieving Oh and your smiles turn to leprosy Turn to sickness spread into your he...
  • The Knowing
    So much to say When words seem to say no more And i'm trying too hard Words never mattered much Anyway So thengive me silence! So much to say When words seem to...
  • The Night I Bore The Maiden's Child
    It was to be the strangest night i'd ever know It was the night i'd bear the maiden's child And break the spell And break the line It would have kept me from my...
  • The Trip
    Great brick glass arches My toungue and hips peeling These swirls of tripped-out lightning Titilate and frighten And i feel To be In a strange daze Wasted just ...
  • The Well
    Glazed and wired on this strangest day Choking on everything in me Scraping the tar from the garden walls This duty frightens me Deep the well Deeper still the ...