[Poem by Jonas Deroueche] How extravagant my shadow, In october five times my height Hence my silhouette's grandeur, A reflection of lost glory Splendid seed ...

Night, Another night of the damned, Standing at the border to insanity land Dance of the dead in the midnight hour, Touching your cold lips, Shivering of lust ...

God of make-believe In your world Nothing's what it seems Master Of pre-judgement What do you really know about the things we do We know who you are This time ...

Look at you now, pathetic and weak Slowly walking down on loser street Bound to live your life without dignity Self-inflicted misery Trust is something that yo...

Like a ship lost at sea, That's all we'll ever be, A suicidal breed, Shaped from this tainted life we live So what can you tell me, That I don't already know, Y...

I guess I am just Torn between life or silence, As the pain in my eyes becomes to clear Destroyed! By the sounds so empty, Empty as the answer to my prayers G...

You want an answer, Well, What do you want to hear, That I think you're special And that I really care? That's where you wrong, 'Cos I'll never be, More than I...

Intact is what I am Full weight not missing a gramme Got the power to blow it all away Attitude a part of the game You and me are not the same I'm superior in e...

Preacher man, judging you again Telling you about your sins He made himself god to say Sinful life is not the way Follow christ the lord of flies In holy wars w...

The things you tried to make me believe in To live, give, love and forgive I'm trying Never painless, emotional emptiness I always keep raping myself this way...

Trying to run from what you are Afraid of being alive Hands shaking body aching The abuse left a permanent scar So now to get by you do whatever it takes You ne...

This fraction of time, Will it humble our thinking or laugh in our face Beaten and torn on bruised knees crawling, It decomposes my soul Fall - constantly fall...

I feel strong The power is back It's been gone for so long Trust me, here I come Yeah, the scars in me Came from what you wanted me to be But still I am what I...

Here I stand alone Abused by myself Scenes of suicide Like a solid wall of fear Negativity overcomes Positivity in me Self pity, laughing Screaming in my ears ...

A shattered soul born, From a loss of faith, Your empty mind filled, With the wrath of god Now your broken heart, Will never heal your scars, But you'll be sav...

He's building a mountain for you You're so filled with your self, Never wrong always right Always the winner in your own little world, Fantastic, Always on top...

Born and raised under daddy's protective wings, Sheltered from all the ugly things in life But didn't daddy tell you, There are places where you don't belong, ...

Here they go again, being untrue to themselves It's nothing new, it's all been done before They are not a dying breed More like growing seed With roots choking ...

This is my diary of broken dreams, A monument over me, Page after page twists my mind with grief What I should but never did, How could I ever be so wrong? Cru...

Worn out and nothing more to give Who said that life was simple to live The pain inside eats away at your pride The price of friendship is sometimes high But w...