This sense of failure haunting still Lack of confidence feeding my fear Descending sun invites the darkness in The child inside, with silent cry I don?t want t...

Deep inside me is a world of fear Deep inside me beyond compare I seek my saviour To prevent my failures Breathing hate with twisted grin Please separate me f...

I refuse to play my role In this badly written play Cut my strings And step down in silence From the stage that gathered The characters of my life Became too sm...

[music & words: Panu Willman] I crushed my self fairly well today with no respect needless so say I feel my worries are to stay yes and still you can find some...

End of days Conclusive in many ways Burned out and jaded My blood has become feeble Strength has escaped I have been shred by rusty blade My armor has failed Cu...

[music & words: Tuomas Saukkonen] I gave my speech, I took my stand draw my marks into the sand and waited for the tide to wash away my faults with violence I...

By the powers vested in me By the entity of choice I pronounce myself dead At 4:18 am I am gathered here To remember the deceased within me Last flames of the ...

A crossroad With no direction Destination zero I am nowhere to be found Save me Borderline ahead This is the edge of my world Burdensome was my cross To bear ...

The best defense Needs to be built alone Gather the stones And create your own Like the time has told Like the past has shown Despite the fear we must stand alo...

[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words:Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman] my thoughts of last years promise were to turn some kind of harm was on its way I learned could ...

Break up the tide that makes you whole Break up the mind, the heart, the soul I wish I could take a stronger stand Look up to the one who is more than grandi bo...

[music:T Saukkonen |words: T Saukkonen/P Willman] Break up the tide that makes you whole break up the mind, the heart, the soul I wish I could take a stronger ...

[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words:Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman] repeating questions to make some sense, fragile words could offer great defence against myself a...

Bleed from core Destruction with no cure To repair as whole Structures of soul grown wrong Descent of sun Reveals the map of stars Hiding my scars Be still Don...

[music & words: Tuomas Saukkonen] If I stay in darkness and hide inside where is no light you cannot find me you cannot find me here if I don't say a word and...

Ignorance is bliss Hatred shows the way Things that make a man to act in godly ways Suffocate he must The anger down inside Fight against himself but will he w...

[music & words: Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman] feast my eyes with grief and pain or I will lose my strength to go on loud is the sound I hear inside and throug...

4am I'm still awake Before the dawn the Sandman will come with nightmares I won't let him in There's nothing in head Empty walls, empty bed I am just waiting Re...

I feel the dark side crawling in I suck it in with joyful grin I breath inside and keep it there This darkness I will not share Were you with the ones who left...

[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words: Panu Willman] step inside in to my room, seems like ages I have waited you one more time in this room like friends moments pas...

No god above to hear my prayers No guardian angels to lead my way I carry marks of different race Amongst you cannot find my place Where do I belong? Not by m...

Corroded has became my sword And weight has gathered into my shield Nations conquered and enemies slain Now standing weary on a blood red battlefield Longing f...

Absence of light where only hollow words left to describe and measure the darkness with crown made of bone and flesh of his own Behold Can you see the fraction...

To prove my own existence Not just breathing but alive Repentance taking place inside my head Price of my remission Shed blood and retaliate Repression of my ra...

Cold days Cold words so fierce Violent statements Distort my ears Black wall built by fear Retaliation starting to tear Piece by piece dismantle Two rules in m...

Needles in my nerves Nails in my spinal cord Acid burns inside my veins Blood creating stains Limbs with broken bones inside Tearing my flesh Penetrating throug...

[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words:Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman] lies, it all comes down on the guilty ones hides, their faceless looks it has begun dark, some d...

The sun falls asleep and I rise high All the things I need are above in the darkest skies With sorrow and grief all the things I have done can?t take away these...

I destroy all in me That might be understood As weakness or fault I condone and embrace The inescapable End of it all There are no words in this world To make ...

World is a distant image with no colours Each day a step towards the loss That follows with a silent Reminder of the grief It's always there Constant and severe...

Paralysed, I cannot breath Tearstained, unable to inhale Kneeled down, face on the ground Screaming aloud but cannot hear the sound I would have given my life ...

Since we're feeling so anesthetised In our comfort zone Reminds me of the second time That I followed you home We're running out of alibi's On the second of Ma...

[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words: Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman] this place like hell where you belong nation of leeches, kingdom made of thorns civil war insid...

This painted smile stains my face My spoken words meaningless and false My eyes won?t reflect a thing Impossible to see me brake The mirror on the wall Staring...

[music: T Saukkonen | words: T Saukkonen] Deep within on my skin bitterness feeds my grief I fall inside and close my eyes Can't push my heart aside In my spa...

[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words: Tuomas Saukkonen] her voice is calling again to me with songs of suffering she sings to me from beyond repeats your name and t...