Guilt and pain haunting me everyday
Crushing me and I can't get away
Killing my heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
Still I don't know what to say
Tortured every night and day
Isn't in my control

I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
Oh my Nicole I said no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
Oh my Nicole (I said no)
I killed my baby but I loved her
Oh my Nicole (I said no, no)
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I

Snowy skies far away still alive
Scars are healing in your mind
In your heart and soul
Oh my Nicole
I'm starting to realise
The fatal secret of my life
Isn't in my control

I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her
Oh my Nicole (I said no)
I killed my baby but I loved her
Oh my Nicole (I said no, no)
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her

It's still haunting me night and day
Oh my Nicole
You took a part of my life away
Oh my Nicole
I relive it everyday
Oh my Nicole
Oh my Nicole

I said no
I killed my baby but I loved her
Oh my Nicole (I said no, no)
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I