[Pretext:

The codeine kicks in I can't keep awake
Charon, here are two coins to carry me across
I sacrifice dirty blood and swallow the spirit of God
I'm peering at the surface It's gorging on me, gnashing my skin
Falling down time to depart A created mistake to justify a need for depression
Over my soul - seape a silent discharge of regrets
The water ripples you of no repent, here I come
I execrate my vision here The water is warm and I'm dozing off, bashed]

[note: "Sj?lvmord" is Swedish for 'Suicide']

- Sj?lvmord!
Euphoric state of abnormality
I reject the spectra of my past
Master Satan evoke my decay
Legions inside the ill-natured
Deny creation and be the one with the horned
Innocence lost when in contact with God
A bleak reality, false conception
The pain will persist until death takes me home

Life is numbered by every regret
Conception getting blurry
Interwoven in dreams of death
Of self-accusation and hate
Sterilize myself from the others
Awake my self-acceptance
I am what I am no knife can change that
The water is cold Awake Alive!
With a ravenous discharge
A ravenous discharge