My heart is pumpin'
Sweat is runnin'
From my head and my face

Give me somethin'
Give me something'
That'll mellow the pain

'Cause I've been drinkin'
I've been thinking
Medicating myself

Self-preserving
Undeserving
As I sit in this Hell
I don't know

I've been broken
I've been beated
Never felt so damn mistreated

I don't want it
I can't take it
Accusations from you shameless

But I'm num
My reaction is so slow
Because I'm screaming
Melancholy verses so you'll

Know
Yes I know
Now I know who you are

There's a reason
There's a reason
That it's gotten this far

You're like a virus
Like a cancer
Like a deadly disease

So provoking
Slowly choking
I am down on my knees
I don't know

How I'll take it
How exactly I will make it

I will fight
I will suffer
Cuz I know I will recover

But I'm num
My reaction is so slow
Because I'm screaming
Melancholy verses so you'll

Know
Yes I know
Now I know who you are

There's a reason
There's a reason
That it's gotten this far

You're like a virus
Like a cancer
Like a deadly disease

So provoking
Slowly choking
I am down on my knees
I don't know