I walk with dark circles underneath my eyes,
My fingers crossed and a thorn stuck in my side
Forever believe in what you want to hear,
Not knowing the truth may just seem easier
The tipping point where the rocks hit the road,
It was over when I signed my name or so I was told
My youth has become just blurry memories,
My alarm clock is set on repeat
Everyday seems longer (stay out of my way)
These best years are slowing me down
I lie to myself (to myself)
These friends are my only saving grace
When death stares me straight in the face
Fix my tears and don't look back,
The present (?) it's more than I can take
They wanted to be free, seems like a waste of time
Because I'm always left behind