(Verse 1)
Hey when closing my eyes,
all I see is blood,
of ever loving again,
can't stop the pain,
from reaching my sense (why),
I know there's mistakes,
in my life,
I just wanna be forgiving,
if ya know,
somethings are addicted to me,
all I gotta say is I'm sorry,
because I am never gonna make,
any friendships and relationships again,
brokenheart without looking for smiles,
each day (cry),
so there are reasons why,
I wanna give on everything,
can anybody please talk to me,
as I leave those expressions,
behind just losing control ( scream and yell),
don't know what to do,
still liking your smile,
not know the reasons why,
but this is totally not fair,
for me at all (love me),
because it's like a curse,
underneath my skin,
that won't go away
(Chrous)
Okay why is everything,
changing all around me,
if ya know,
Yo why do I need love,
emotions, feelings, in my life,
nothing seems right,
Yeah why is is so hard for me,
to make friends right now,
Tell me why am I still holding,
on to bad memories
(Verse 2)
Yo just tell me things so I can,
reply something that will,
make me cry even though I try,
it always fall on me (why),
so what is the point of living,
if I don't have any friends,
that will respect me,
but understands what I am,
going through right now,
because nobody notice's me,
or hugs me at all (love me),
still got the feeling of being,
mad, sad, left out, lonely,
and please just let me,
change myself of having all,
of these emotions inside (cry),
when I kept all kind of secrets,
for so long now okay yeah,
the truth will never be revealed,
then everything I said before,
was all lies (scream and yell),
because it's like a curse,
underneath my skin,
that won't go away
(Chrous)
Okay why is everything,
changing all around me,
if ya know,
Yo why do I need love,
emotions, feelings, in my life,
nothing seems right,
Yeah why is it so hard for me,
to make friends right now,
Tell me why am I still holding,
on to bad memories
(Bridge)
Will this pain ever go away,
now do ya know how I feel,
because it's like a curse,
underneath my skin,
Will this pain ever go away,
now do ya know how I feel,
because it's like a curse,
underneath my skin
(Chrous)
Okay why is everything,
changing all around me,
if ya know,
Yo why do I need love,
emotions, feelings, in my life,
nothing seems right,
Yeah why is it so hard for me,
to make friends right now,
Tell me why am I still holding,
on to bad memories