it's been so long,
living on my back stripped so long
my head is torn,
thinking of way back forgotten it all

father you've gone,
broken kid left back
gone so long
childhood left lost, whipped boy,
his brain crashed screams
yelled through the halls
breaking in, crushing, you stoled!
failed
try to tie the things you told!
failed
leave again, bring on back, so come again!
failed
turned away your fuckin lies!
failed
life so young, didn't even try!
failed
leave again, crawl on back, so come again,
come again, come again!

lies told left me scarred
pointed fingers blamed me sowing
seed left spoiled childhood hero failed me