In nothingness everything is to be found
In everything no good is to come across
Except small pieces to use for finding
Something outrageous inside of me,
To awaken
Each day, I am dragged deeper down
I was born with an ambition to explore
Investigate the most horrific feelings of life
To in the aftermath be left with no emotions at all
The outcome of this, for what I believe
It will one day be worth it all
I was placed here for a splendid reason
I have always spread a disease
A diseased method of punishment