I wish you were dead

With screams of adoring fusion
Her vampire touches
Takes away all confusion
The first time I saw you
So beautiful and brand new
It's time to move on though
These head games you played with me

So afraid
Like before
Pray for you
Will I fall?
But let this go

My time
So alive
So far
And I'm?
Born Again

Just look at me now
My body all cut and bruised
I'm going astray and,
I've fallen but I refuse to
Give up on you no
So beautiful but you're clueless
Just fathomless love so
These head games you played with me

So afraid
Like before
Pray for you
Will I fall?
But let this go

My time
So alive
So far
And I'm?
Born Again

So I want to say
I'm taking one back this time
Just to feel it once
I'm taking one back this time
Blackened paranoia
Taking one back this time
Just for spite you fuck
Taking one back this time
Tried to prove me wrong
Taking one back this time
Just to spite you all
I'm taking one back this time

So I feel I had you all the way
Just to feel it all fade away
And I so I feel my habits gone a way
Just to hear your apathy again