I never saved anything for the swim back
Now I'm drowning in denial and lost my track
Right or wrong I don't know what to do
I gave it all and get nothing back
Now that were here we can't go back
Burned our ships to inspire the masses
This new world isn't what Cortez expected
The unwritten past being changed for favor
Drowning in fear, and Drowning in hate
Never enough couldn't complete these basics
Losing all hope from the hole in my pocket
I kept on fighting but never got far
Couldn't keep time
And So much deception
I was destined to fall behind
Synthesized past, predetermined future
Maybe I'm not leaving just going