Living with the feeling that you are never good enough,
Haunted by your mistakes,
No substance can erase that bitter taste (although we try)
Never feeling, that what you have is enough
Stuck in the heart of this parasite,
As it pushes the sides out to die
Concrete falls apart & cultures are left to rot on the outside
Always wanting something more, always asking why,
The powers that be are trying to create a one world homogenized society
The constant removal of variety in other cultures & people
I feel like I don't belong, constantly fighting demons on the inside
Constantly fighting the self doubt this culture grew inside of me
Life is nothing I saw on tv, I don't see the happy ending