So, how can I explain?
How can I explain
That I stabbed you in the back?
Oh I stabbed you in the back.
Oh yeah, how can I express?
How can I express
That wanna take it back?
But I just can't take it back.

And all this time you've been waiting for me
I can't believe that I let it come this far away
From what we thought you meant to me
I can't believe it and I hate who I have become

So no, I can't explain what happened to me
And why I thought that we could make it through this
I can't believe that this is me
And how I've been acting to contradictory

So how can I explain?
How can I explain
That I stabbed you in the back?
Oh I stabbed you in the back.
Alright, how can I expect?
How can I expect
You to call me back?
But you keep calling me back

So, now I'm begging you to understand
That even though I threw it all away
We were meant for something so much more than absolutely nothing.
I just can't quite figure out who I am.

So no, I can't explain what happened to me
And why I thought that we could make it through this
I can't believe that this is me
And how I've been acting so hypocritically

And I'm sorry
But sorry doesn't cut it like the knife in your back
And I'm sorry, so sorry
But I'm done, this is my last regret
Oh yeah, oh yeah

No, I can't explain what happened to me
And why I thought that we could make it through this
I can't believe that this is me
And how I have become my own worst enemy

I can't explain what's been going on in my head
I can't believe
So I'm begging you, please forgive me now