The world is calmingly collapsing
and seizures of panic burn me
I'm paralyzed with amazement
Life has no color
nor scent
Without taste or warmth

It's vivid yet gray
I have sunk to the bottom

Colored reality
that lasts for a night
Pulling you through another day
Fills your soul
with false excitement

It doesn't get any better this
nor worse
A glimpse to the past
can release a fair share of treasures

What i've considered to be bliss

Illusions
Fantasies
Lies

It will all end up in betrayal
but you won't feel it

Sweet words to soften your pride
A smile to smite you down
and a knife in the back
to finish it up

Oh the bliss
upon you in your sleep
a poor
pathetic lie

And your world is calmingly collapsing
And everything is gray
And everybody
All are gray

Flowing with the mass
to the sewers of life
The maze of life
The sewers of life

Don't beg the skies
Answers will not come from above
Shatter your icons
Burn them to dust

Bury those dead
Common feelings are thrown aside
Common goals are but a dream

Now i'm the center of the universe

No feelings nor love can stand in my ways
I have burnt the last bridge
which attaches me to them
I have said the last goodbyes
I've buried most of my deeds

I am who I am
I am what I am
I am no god
I am no daemon
I am worse

Now bow down and take your place
Let the orgy begin