How am I gonna do this?

Man, she's so beautiful
It's no lie, she's my life
Sometimes I watch her sleep all night
But in the back of my mind
Can't get my mind off of her day
She gets by, feels that I, that, that I, that I hold her cause she's happy (?)
It's like my world's crashing down if she leaves it
I deserved it, I know I did it
Sometimes I wish I never known her
It's got me losing control
It's got me losing control
Cause she don't know what happened this time
She don't know cause the guy that I used to be
It don't coincide with what she sees
Because I've changed from that road, I've overcome and I'm done with that lie
But I know she'll up and leave me when she knows

I try and be responsible but my past haunts my life
I can hide it but it'll probably be best if she heard it from my mouth
Cause I know how word gets around
Someone tell me how she's gonna take this
And if she walks away, then I got nothing
Tell her I'll be the one to blame
She don't know what happened this time
She don't know cause the guy that I used to be, nothing like me, no
It don't coincide with what she sees
Because I've changed from that road, I've overcome and I'm done with that lie
But I know she'll up and leave me when she knows

Man, she's so beautiful
It's no lie, she's my life
Man, she's so beautiful
It's no lie, she's my life

Maybe she'll see past all of this
Maybe just, just maybe
Maybe I'm making too much of it
Maybe I'm, I'm hoping
It's breaking me down
And it's breaking me down
I don't know what to do
She left me
I'm losing my mind
I'm dying inside
Maybe she might

She don't know what happened this time
She don't know cause I'm playing life
It don't coincide with what she sees
Because I've changed from that road, I've overcome and I'm done with that lie
But I know she'll up and leave me when she, when she knows

Man, she's so beautiful
It's no lie, she's my life
Man, she's so beautiful
It's no lie, she's my life
She's my life, my life