I remember the days I used to laugh and play
My friends were mostly girls and I got good grades
That was a time I could look back on proudly and say "Hey, that's me"
But now the future pummels me with uncertainty
Success I'll never grasp
A love I'll never find or notice
Maybe this is just a test
Success I'll never grasp, won't obey the status quo
Am I cynical, political or mental? I don't know
In my head I've got all the explanations that I need
That not a motherfucker in the world would believe
And I fail Remarks misheard callously
The notes we passed in class never had an effect on me
You win You've beat me at my own game
But you're not gonna be there when I've won
I'm sure I'm not as bad as I think, but I feel like I've done nothing
And now I'm at the brink of zero
And I ain't got no (great grammar there, kids)
Souvenirs from the last few years that could fucking show
That I've attained some form of success
A love I'll never find or notice
How much of this makes any sense
Sellout now or I'm never gonna win
Who needs to give a motherfucking shit about my fucking friends?
The hand on the clock reaches my end
Bop Bada Bop
It's not me
I know that I made you see the directionless slacker I made myself out to be
Well you, win It doesn't matter
I'm not gonna be there when you're gone
I don't need your advice and I don't need your help
Why am I so lonely if I still have myself?
Why should I care if I don't have a chick
To take all of my ca$h and hurt me till I'm sick?
It all makes such sense, it's all loud and clear
I may have had a bad week, a bad month, a bad year but the future's there
And all I've got to do is concentrate on what I want
And if you oppose me, fuck you