Had it made with your toys and tricks and your secrets on the side
I was addicted but so were you I guess, the difference was the high
You cursed and cried and called the shrinks, and left me again
Never cared where you ran too, the glass was smoking in my hand

I dreamed of killing you, I dreamed of killing myself
Dopesick and broken minded
So close our lives came to being through
I dreamed of killing you

Held me down and force fed me your lies, and I choked on them everytime
Pushed me away but held him tight, and said it was all in my mind
I screamed and cried and begged for truth, confessions never came
Should have killed you then but as they say, it's never too late

I dreamed of killing you, I dreamed of killing myself
Dopesick and broken minded
So close our lives came to being through
I dreamed of killing you