my heart is deceived by my eyes
my actions in the name of beauty
i'm sickened and strangled by myself
that i would allow an unyielded desire
to lead me astray
put to shame by my lack of trust
i confess my faults with tears
manifestations of Your grace fill me
revelations of forgiveness
wounds healed by wounds
the Father's mercy peace beyond understanding love from You that i don't deserve
i shut my eyes i still my feelings
listening with closed eyes
i rest in Your guidance
trusting You sensing You
i listen and hearabide in me