When I'm in this state of mind
I'm wishing I was blind Sometimes life is
more than pain, to me
I feel the power of my grief Death would be
such a relief All the secrets that I hide
would die, with me
Depression is my only friend Will this
torture never end? Let me carry on to
the dreamers sky
I keep crying in my dreams
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away I fade, away
Chorus: THIS FLUID ON MY CHEEK, IT DRAINS ME
I GET WEAK MY HEART IS COLD & BLEAK
BLACK BLOOD BLACK TEARS
Life is like a masquerade In dept to myself,
but I can't pay Soon I'll call it all a day, away
I've never felt what you call guilt
I still believe "Do what thou wilt"
My sorrowwill destroy the world I've built
(Chorus)