My sinister mind, a containment for evil
It is my false identity, telling me to feed my rotting flesh
My most sickest of desires
Compromise, rationalize, questioning my joy in you
Why do I surround myself with the seductions of this place and expect my rewards?
I can see your blood on the floor taking my punishment
Your grace and love is heaven sent
My bodies the infested, the disease, rip me out of me, dwell in me oh God
Give me the faith and in my believing, your kingdom will be revealed