Held
My hand above the flame
Just to feel for real
Something I could
Recognize

Kicked my toe into a nail
To confuse my sense of pain
To change
The point that hurts

And I said things I didn´t mean
Just to get a
Reaction
To get attention while I´m still alive

I drank some salt
Water
Not to make my thirst away
But to dry my throat some more

I hit my
Head on the wall
Not to break it
But to see how long it hurts

So I opened
Up my heart
Placed it in a danger
Now it´s ripped and torn apart
And I
Opened up my door
For the outside world
Though I knew it would walk all
Over me

Keep alive
To walk all over
Heal my mind
To walk all
Over
Need some time (even if I don´t feel nothing)
To walk all over
Keep
Alive (even if I ´ve given up hope)
To walk all over me

I stared at the
Sun too long
Just to feel my eyes burn
Used a magnifying glass
To smell the
Real me

Keep alive
To walk all over
Heal my mind
To walk all
Over
Need some time (even if I don´t feel nothing)
To walk all over
Keep
Alive (even if I ´ve given up hope)
To walk all over me