I just know its all gone wrong,
feeling all the pressures can't weather the storm
'Cause I kept myself in a cage all wound up and filled up with rage
Forgive oneself of nothing at all
Pounding my head against the wall
Guilt ridden and bound to lose
Puncture my wounds, won't see the truth
I looked in the mirror, what did I see?
One man bitter with apathy
The whole thing turned out to be a joke
But I'm not laughing
I'm without hope
Its never well thought out, just my instant demise
Haste and hatred my inner desire
It's all so bitter the hurt inside
Haste and hatred my inner desire
Ruptured I've lost it all
My heart ripped out can't stand at all
'Cause I've cost my brain to never relax
Picking at all the torturous facts