Apocalypse at my fingertips,
I can't distinguish what is real
Push the plunger in the warm rush begins
I'm noddin' off at the wheel
Things haven't been the same since you said good-bye
I've been doing things i thought i swore i'd never do,
Just to stay alive
If i had blinked, i would have never of met you
Could have lived my life content
But now here i am fucked up again,
Life can be silent torment
I knew you'd never stay, right from the start
That's what i get for diving in head first
My life feels like it's falling apart
I'm a loser, i'm a failure, i'm a fuck up to the core
I've been falling down so much,
Don't bother getting up anymore
I can't explain the emptiness that i feel,
As i drive into oblivion, i'm noddin' off at the wheel