I feel nothing and I just don't know anymore. 
But it came to this
That moment
When we had our first kiss
You looked into my eyes
And I knew I was dreaming. 
But to my surprise 
You left my heart screaming
For you.
Only you. 
I've never wanted a person like this
The tears that I shed 
The cuts on my wrists. 
I feel your pain. 
But mine is not the same
From this moment I think I'll just cry
As you left me here waiting to die
Because I felt your heart beating 
And I wanted you one last time
And from this moment I will decide
Whether I'm just terrified 
Of loosing you 
I think I'll quit
Or because my strength is something I miss.
From this moment.
You told me either way,  
That today was another day.
But you don't feel what I feel. 
The shivers down my back.
When I see you with her
I can't help but envy
That she was the other. 
And I was bachelorette number two.
But I still want you, it's true.
From this moment I think I'll just cry
As you left me here waiting to die
Because I felt your heart beating 
And I wanted you one last time
And from this moment I will decide
Whether I'm just terrified 
Of loosing you 
I think I'll quit
Or because my strength is something I miss.
From this moment.
I am an emotional wreck.
But only when I see you.
And I feel it would be easier for you to let me go. 
The things that I stepped on. 
You never let me forget
Because you're gone
And I feel dead. 
Oh I feel
From this moment I think I'll just cry
As you left me here waiting to die
Because I felt your heart beating 
And I wanted you one last time
And from this moment I will decide
Whether I'm just terrified 
Of loosing you 
I think I'll quit
Or because my strength is something I miss.
From this moment.