I don't know why I'm so caught up in covering up the past
After all this time I, I thought I would be over you at last
But it kills me at night, I was hoping you'd give me a second chance

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you

No excuses so, I thought I'd make it better as I go
If I could go back in time I, I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone
I lay awake late at night
I wish I had the courage to say no

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
Leaving it up to you, (I wanna come back home and)
I'm leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home)
And there's nothing that I can do
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you
with you
with you

After all this time I try to understand this pain
No excuses so I find a reason to run away
to run away

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
Leaving it up to you, (I wanna come back home and)
I'm leaving it up to you (I wanna come back home)
And there's nothing that I can do
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you
With you
With you