And I'm suddenly aware of your unhappiness
I must have called a thousand times, you know you could have said
That you had "nothing left to do with me"
I missed my chance to prove myself to you
Here's the part where it all falls through
So go ahead and jump the gun, but stop acting like you care
You've got the fakest smile I've ever seen and oh God you wear it out
And we never talk about this, you're letting yourself go
And you thought I didn't know You're turning awfully red
Well I thought a lot about the things I should have said
You've given up on love and I'm sure I'm to blame for everything that led to this
I've wasted so much time I'm better off without you
I've got so much left to live for Now I've finally got my room to run