Sometimes I feel the weight of my self conscious caving in on me
Asleep at the wheel, self medication gets me through those times of need
Another life time another person myself once removed these words aren't mine
My emotion, stripped of ego my honesty, my peace of mind
Do what you want, say what you will those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation I don't need you anymore
Sometimes I feel the world is out to get me, helpless and I'm paranoid
Too blind to see the wreckage left behind me of everything that I've destroyed
Sometimes I feel that I don't have a purpose and life just seems to pass me by
Stagnate in one place and nothing every changes I never think to question why
Every thing I hate is everything I am another freaked out fucked up worthless man
You could break my legs but I'd still run I can't deny what I have become
I killed the pain of life mundane now everything slowly circles down the drain
Can't break free the feeling is way too strong I can't deny where I belong