you see it was drawn easy, my services for a rewarding fee
never thinking then of the hundreds i've hurt
their morals and family so deserted, you see,
back then my mind was conned, caught in a pipe dream
understand my path set forth from a struggling background
mom always worked her hardest maintaining her four hounds
scared and afraid that my own child's future was at stake
quickly reacting was where i made my biggest mistake
filled with dillusions i fell,
i fell deep in my grave carried by deceits devouring waves
i can still remember her nights in tears of rage
never giving up even with her life in a ruthless maze
took a harsh lesson for me to understand life
what once was taken granted stabbed with a knife
i've towed along loved ones throughout my experiences,
placed them in torturous wars when it all was needless
now and then i failed to think deep clear inside
now and then i rather maintain a modest existence
now and then never again will i barter my freedom