I have been to the layer of the great betrayer
He said a sinner is a saint as long as he's a liar
Searching for a pillar of hope
Rejection
I kept my head above the water
I did not drown amongst the sharks
Forced to close a door within myself
My best friend lost the key I have fallen victim fed by betrayal
"I'm always the fucking victim"
"You're always the fucking victim"
Drown, drown myself in apathy
You are fucking wrong with what you once did right
Adopt the idea of a better life
You gave up
You can't stop your self from sinking to the bottom of the ocean
You are the aborted fact of a lesser life
These words can kill like a curse
Now your reaction has taken over me
In time my soul will back away from you
Another body slipping away towards eternity