Memories alive in shame
Through my sadness
Sun shines cold
Now and here I want to fade
Thoughts, my feelings, tears
Try to change the world
As the worst become reality
Falsehood in your speech
To live this repulsive land

Garden falls in yellow-red
As tears then meeting the dawn
Childish dreams and happy years
Sustained in the dark

Bring me to the broken panes
Let sunshine burn my eyes
The truth was hard to face
And all now seems in vain
Relentless slowly reveals
The pains of life increase
Autumn in garden I feel
And all now seems like
Wounds of your hands
Theheaviest cross on thy neck
Brought down your faith lord
In your name
I am here haunted by fear
Trembling afraid to sleep
Lying on the dry dead leaves
Key to nowhere
In my reach
We were dead from the begining
False existence we dreamt
And now I see I've never lived
Help me escape