Can we pretend
That I'm not so dillusional
What's going on I can't control
This feeling that I've never known
It crawls way deep inside of me
I never asked to be me

When you can't understand me
Only makes you want to hate me
But i like it when you hate me
'cause it makes me feel like god

What if I make it to my place
What happens when there's nothing left to chase
Another day I wish away, Another day I ask myself
Why do I breathe

I'm incabable of the simple things
That make you laugh and smile
The way I see it you owe me time
'cause i spent so much on you

When you can't understand me
Only makes you want to kill me
But i like it when you kill me
'cause it makes me feel like god

And if I sell my soul I'll take you anywhere
You want
All my life, I've been right
You proved me wrong in just one night
Why do I even breathe