The sun is bleeding through the blinds
We murdered yet another night
I close my eyes and swallow pain
My body aches like Saturday
I'm one to watch and you're one to say
I never really cared

And I'm not coming home
Tonight so don't wait up
'cause I bet it never gets this cold in California

My eyes are sensitive to sight
my skin burns under the light
I shut my eyes and sell me in?
On what I thought was my best bet?
And all that's left is left unsaid
but I never really cared


I'll count headlights on the way back home
each one holds a wish and its secrets hold
of a girl who twists my thoughts and ways
that make me smile and suffocate