welcome to this song,
listen close 'cause it's for you
i've been thinking of
and there is nothing i can do
so i smile a loser's smile,
put my eyes down for a while,
i've been soft and i've been weak
move my hands and start to speak -
for the first time

in the dark again, forever caught within a lie
and not as safe as when a cloudy day would let me die,
so i smile a loser's smile,
put my eyes down for a while,
i've been soft and i've been weak
move my hands and start to speak:
"you're a favourite girl" |||

a strange stain - an eternal child,
never sure - always shy:
i'm going to take you for a ride
through all the gardens where i hide
far away from the crowd, always silent
never loud, never able to be proud
never allowed to let it out:
a million thoughts within a year,
full of anger - full of fear,
i want to see what i have done for you