pullin' down strongholds
labeled as carnal desires
got me crazy crossin' up
my wires
got my feet dirty 'cause I'm
splashing in the puddles
got me crazy no room
for rebuttals
I let down my guard like
Doug I got lazy
hazy vision blurry in a
hurry for immoral
satisfaction
my heated passion desires
I shoulda put out the fires
that smolder in my mind
time after time, time
after time
will you help me God to
find my own way
got me crazy tryin' to find
my own way
actual facts keep the
theories intact
mental premonitions speaking
flesh to rest
I will not go I will not bow
shapes and silhouettes making
things complex
unleashing chemicals give
my body a sign
a loss of control leads
to moral regret
seduction, repercussion
where I must defend
entering in the trinity within
to fight sin
got me crazy tryin' to find
my own way
inventive measures taken I
feel my defenses breaking
independent of all wisdom
secondary senses shaken
in time I arrive battered
beaten and scarred
sensitivity charred from
character barred
so hard to say goodbye to
yesterday's dreamin'
still pullin' weeds from seeds of
yesterday's schemin'
elusive representation of
putting mercy to test
confessed in midnight sessions
of my desires suppressed
entangled similes I've been
meaning comprehend
conformed by the ways
wearing dark shades
covering up my vulnerability
you can see I can see this
lust is tempting me
to break the chains to
avoid devastation
I pray for strength daily