Story of my life
Searching for the right
But he keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that one
Really loves my company

He's more then a man
And this is more then love
The reason that the sky is blue
Clouds are rollin in because I'm gone again
And to him I can't be true

And I know that he's know I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doin my hair
Preparin for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly ask if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long just hangin with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he's know I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust,
I might as well take a gun and put it his head,
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this anymore
Oh anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

A murderer no no no yeah