I'm still scared Afraid of failing
Anticipating, the ride to end
Before the wheels begin to move
(Run away) So I can hide
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing
(Run away) I'm dead inside
(Run away) Why don't I care?
Waste my time, commiserating,
Self medicating - it's my design
Although I know you don't approve
(Run away) So I can hide
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing
(Run away) I'm dead inside
(Run away) Why don't I care?
The truth is that I'm not so good
At showing how I feel
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal
Or knowing how to love,
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above
All my insecurities
(Run away) So I can hide
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing
(Run away) I'm dead inside
(Run away) Why don't I care?
(Run away) I fight the tide
(Run away) The ebb and flow consuming
(Run away) Still by my side
(Run away) Why should you care?