My Conscience is littered
With mishaps and failures,
Fuck ups, what ifs, what should have been All in all, I'm down to my last breath,
My last attempt to put to rest
All of this hurting and yearning,
Cursing myself for being me
I'm done cursing fate,
Hating destiny
Discard and fear
Serenity is far from here
These bonds I break will never mend
Take it from me,
The more you need the less you get
Every mistake that never ends
Never again give all your best
Go live your life with no regrets
Give it up it's going down
Everyone is getting out
Stay too long and you will drown
Everything is coming down,
And if my actions bring me closer to my death
And misfortune is behind me every step,
Every question burning deeper in my chest,
Every answer that I knew not to expect,
You know you've failed
Every battle never fought
Every battle never taught
Filled with deception and remorse,
You burned this bridge now swim across
Pull me down and cross me out
Horns and tail I will wear proud
God, it seems, has shut me out